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Oh, thanks popitoez for the topshop top on top. (okay it rhymes) I am still amazed about the pricing, and the girl who met me up for this was nice. And, I love it a lot, going to wear it out soon. Real soon. And, I am not sure if they read this space, but yeah. I was out with Peixin today. :) I don't know why, but I talked a lot of stupid jokes with her, and she will start laughing and laughing so hard that she would cry, worries me, cause everyone would think I bullied her or something. We did a lot of walking. Then i went off to toa payoh to get my new specs, now I look so... not me, but I love it, makes me look more fierce. Ok, whatever. A proper update tomorrow. This would be my last entry for 2009, like who the fuck cares. Fakekill still goes on right.

Right, so, this week would be my last week before school starts. Haha, this holiday really fly pass really fast. School means "Back to the rules". Well, of course, throughout 4 years in Bendemeer, I've always broken 30583427237 rules. And, I am regular at the detention room. Then sarcastic teachers will be like "Eh you here again uh?" My mind would be like "Never see malay girl at the detention room before uh?" So it means, I am not going to dye back my hair, my skirt will be its own length, I won't lengthen it anymore, for fucksake, it's already been cut, I CANNOT UNDO IT FOREVER. I will be using my frog socks which I just bought for the whole fucking year. Really, I am aiming for a zero detention record for 2010. Ok, it's going to be really hard. No, the hard part would be waking up and be in school on time, I can never do it, I hate running in the morning when you firstly smell so fresh, and found out that you're late, you have run l...

Okay, I think I have weight issues. I personally do not like my current weight. I am 43kg currently. So, I am cutting off my daily intake by a lot. I even wrote a reminder on my lappy and also in the notes in my phone. And I think I should totally start running, I mean, I've been a potato couch throughout this holiday. I am currently aiming for 35-38kg. :D I am not trying to be some sick anorexic girl here. I just want my weight to be what I want, I can't stand my fucking thighs. And! I want a tummy like Fergie's. I am starving. (edit) Okay, maybe I wanted to lose so much weight, it's cause my boyfriend's forever calling me fat. -.- Pfft.

Hi world. I guess I need to try keeping myself away from going out, I don't know, it's like my self-esteem goes down whenever I go out. I just keep my negative thoughts thinking. It's like I am always crying inside. I really miss going out with Kokwai, Ian, Raj, Bren all the rest. I know all of them are fucking pissed with me. I guess I am already out of the group, due to my fucked up last minutes reasons. I am gravely sorry, well, afterall, you guys are the ones who were with me throughout 2009, like my pillars of strength. We joked, we laughed, we talk fucking a lot of cock, we fooled around, we get into trouble together, we gossip like forever. Honestly, you guys are my pillars of strength throughout 2009. All I could say, I am sorry. I don't wish to be the black bird in all of your eyes due to my mistake. I hope you guys are happy with all of your lives now. And it would be glad if you all were to read this. Because of this, I became even more sensitive today, argue...

oh anyways, if you guys are like dying out of boredom. Do read this, if you have a Facebook account, just sharing some site I read everyday to make me laugh till my stomach and lungs hurt. http://lamebook.com Have you heard of? it's dead hilarious to me. It's not some virus site, I do not have the time to send virus to everyone anyways. Pfft. -.-

Hello readers. I think my blog is getting boring. Pfft. You see, I am actually a quiet person, I like to keep things to myself, and I like birds, flowers and I like talking to myself at times. (I am trying to follow somebody, inside joke) H a p p y X - M A S to all anyways, I have to caps it cause "MAS" is the first three letters in my name, you know, like my second birthday thing. So it's like every Christian and Christian wannabes are celebrating for me at town or wherever now. Hehe, luv you all. I don't mean to sound mean, but I just can't stand Christian wannabes, like... your race do not celebrate christmas but you act as if you do. And then got white people around, their voice start to change into those UK accent, to get their attention, wtf wtf, stick your singlish, please. And Get your race right, bro! *Jay-Z accent* Right.... I went out today with baby today, woke up later than expected, Went to town to get his thick hair cut off and off to Cityhall to ...

Hi all, Sorry for long update. You see, that's a problem when you have a new electronic device, you just tend to stick to it, like last time, when we had the Nitendo Gameboy, when I bought I was totally hooked in it, I skip all my three meals just to complete my Pokemon Gold and Silver. Now, this phone I just got, fucking got me damn hooked, even though you're weren't in my hands for a day, lol, I love Tap studio, I don't know, I can make my own Tap tap song. The person who made this is some great genius. Alright, random. I didn't did anything productive this week, actually. I had an eye infection, that suck, made me need to wear my specs, which I am always squashing it with my body weigh, so ... you can imagine. And speaking of specs, mom bought me a new specs, for 2010. Cause I am always very lazy to put out my contact lens and I tend to sleep with them. Thus, the fact that my eyes are bigger than most. lolmao to you if I burst your bubble. I changed a little in m...

SOMEBODY FOUND MY IPHONE, AND RETURNED BACK TO ME. HE REALLY LOOKED LIKE THOSE WHO'S REALLY INTO COMPUTER GAMES, LIKE DOTA OR SUDDEN ATTACK. OMFG, I LOVE YOU, MAN. YOU SAVED MY LIFE, AND SAVED ME FROM KENA SHOUTING FROM MY PARENTS. I REALLY HOPE YOU GO TO HEAVEN AND AND AND AND ALSO WIN IN ALL DOTA/SUDDEN ATTACK GAMES! I'm on seventh heaven now. :) Hi baby iphone, even though we know each other for 3 days only. But you are the one I treasured most, besides my boyfriend. I shall named you Iphonesexy or Ipony or smth from now on so that you will not run away from me ever again. B)

As most of you might know, I actually opened a online blog shop, Not opened yet actually, I am having a flea. 20th December 2009, 4pm-9pm, Christmas night flea @ St' James Powerstation. Located beside VivoCity, Harbourfront. Just a road apart, use the overhead bridge, duh. Dyemonds would be using a car booth space, it would be at the sides from the entrance, so do walk about and find shopdyemonds, you can come down, say Hello, talk cock, sing song, shake leg, check out my stuffs, buy my stuffs, ask me stuffs and so on... Bring your mom, your sisters, your girlfriend, your girl friends, your cousin, your niece, your grandma, your neighbour, your stalker all to drop by my stall. Teehee. Hope to see you guys. :)

it's fucking 4:13am, I can't put myself to bed. Great, anyways, I will be away from cyber world. All I know I wouldn't enjoy my upcoming week at all. I am so screwed up.

You know I am always asking myself if you love me or not. And you know I am always asking you if you love me or not. I love assurance, to keep myself subtle, knowing that somebody I truly love, which is you, loves me back. What you did today, made me really useless after that. You walked away from me again, not once, but thrice. Saying I am sensitive and kiddish. You know I have this habit of keeping quiet, then you told me you do not like me making faces. Do you know how much it hurts hearing all those from your mouth? From somebody I fucking love telling me all the shit stuffs about me. I traveled from wherever am I just to meet you at the place you're at, thinking to myself "Oh my god, I am so excited to meet him. I miss him so fucking much" And then when we do, just for a few minutes, you left me saying you had enough of me. Now, you're not even replying me. I feel so fucking useless. I feel like I've never been a good girlfriend at all to you. I am crying lik...

i am in such a mood which i think i could break a face to whoever that comes on my path. Period. A proper update later, perhaps, maybe, perhaps not, maybe not, not sure, pretty sure, i don't know. Bye.

Twin photo. To freak the hell out of people. Ha ha ha ha. Cause it freaks me out whenever I see these photos. 1) I look like I am scratching my face. 2) I know you'll kill me for this, but you're still so cute to me. but not as much as me. Hah, better luck next time. Hi lovely readers. Today was well spent with baby. We went budget, we watched Zombieland over at my place. I watched it already, and my god, it's damn boring if you watch it twice. Anyways, went to town afterwards, went to the flea over at Scape*, Tyson the dog, Shiyun and Joey were there selling their stuffs. Hahahahahaha, and I forgot take a photo with them, fuck. Next time okay? I didn't really enjoy the flea much cause I was bathing in my sweat. It was just so hot and crowded and everyone looks all the same. Pfft. You get my drift. Coffee Bean after that for our mini-bites. My caramel was surprisingly awesome, it is like same as white chocolate mocha from starbucks,just that it's cheaper. Right, I...

It's 4:38am, time check. I can't sleep early these days. My body wants me to rest, but my mind can't. You know... it's like my body clock isn't working right. I don't seemed to sleep a lot. A chat with an old friend earlier on, made me cheered up a little. Thanks, I miss the old times where we both bully the hell out of our classmates till they burst out crying or complain to the principal. Good ol' primary school days. Sigh.

Dear Mr Bloody Beetroot, why can't you and your partner come to Singapore on 2011 after june 4th instead on this coming 1st jan at Zouk. Just for me to be legal. I mean Zouk will be there for long and you guys can like travel other places in Asia like Japan or China or Thailand or what others. Things can work out better that way, y'all know. Sigh. :( It's so hard SO believe I can't be there. But maybe I could.........

to xx: I edit pictures with Adobe Imageready, I only edit saturation and contrast. to farihin: I hope I will bring in guy's apparels too! I hope! to how: I deleted the top part of it. You'll know how to when you see the tagboard codes. to rynn: Thanks for reading my blog. And thanks for the follow in tumblr, I don't mind at all. to Danny: Tell me about it, man. Vans are getting more amazing these days. to Tricia: Sure will. to hakim: I love those shoes too, and I will link you too! to passerby/nat: you are talking about which tees? you have to tell me which so I can tell you what materials I used on them, okay babe? :) to nitamieee: I am not sure either, prolly soon selling. Hahah yea, thanks for the follow anw! :) to Joan: how to forget you? hahahaha. to Mira: Thanks. :) to pb: I do not understand your question. Try asking the question again? to pb2: Erin right? Hahah thanks again for the invite. :) to anoy: not anytime soon, prolly after 20th.

Izzati. :) Pao & Pai! :) Anis. I like her a lot. Funny to learn that she smokes while her boyfriend dosen't. I This is her boyfriend. Hello lovely readers. I have a handful of good comments on my tagboard. Saying about how interesting my blog is. Well, Thanks a lot for reading. I know I am a sucky blogger at times, but hey, you guys are still reading. Even people who I fucking hate, reads my blog. Nuffnang does wonders when it comes to tracking my readers. Hehe. Nah, maybe they're just curious about my life. It's cool, I love you y'all, haters *Kanye West's accent* And about my blog shop, I am not planning to open just yet. But I could comfirm it would be open after 20th, after the flea which I am about to open at Powerhouse at St' James Power station. I just want to clear as much as I could. Sorry for the early notification then. Alright, so yesterday I went out with my sister's school friends. They are all above 20s' but they are really nice peopl...

Uh, these are overdue pictures, have to post these up, cause my cousin (the last photo in the middle) takes beautiful pictures with his dslr. And all the photos, my hair look so much like Hannah Beth's. Hehehe. Had a lot of things to update. I am currently busy for the upcoming flea on the 20th at St'James Powehouse. Brendan accompanied me earlier on, was playing with his new Iphone, I am waiting for him to upload the dumb videos up. Videos which made both of us laughed really hard.

Kid Cudi - Pursuit Of Happiness My heart completed melted at 2:24 onwards. And yeah, there's Drake inside this video. Awesome shit. See, this is why I can never get enough of kid cudi. And gosh,he's damn cute damn hot damn sexy damn awesome. :) This video made me instantly happy.

vans | supreme I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT THESE SHOES. I love the black one, the teal one and red one. Any kind soul? :)

We're so cute right? No? Okay thanks. Anyways, we're in an argument, again. He's angry with me as usual, forever. I am sad at myself as usual, forever. I just hate everybody when it comes to situation like this. Period.

(via tumblr) Die die die die, I am tumblr-addict out of a sudden. Is it a good thing or bad thing?

I have to admit I miss your lips on mine, your tongue in my mouth, the heat of your breath, your fingers in between mine, your arm around me. Urgh, I miss all that even after a few minutes from meeting you. Crazy as it sounds. Love you, jufree. :) I hope you're not mad over the kl trip anymore. I don't know if your anger on it has got to do with me or not, but cheer up. I mean KL won't move and your friends will still be there for you.

I might be a opening a blog shop to sell my un-used loots and goods. In fact, it's already made. Yum. And can somebody be my tumblr 's 60th follower? just to make me happier a tiny little bit cause currently I am not.

Hi, I am sorry if you guys have been waiting like the three wolves above. Wolves are damn handsome and pretty in a way. I love them so much that I think I wouldn't mind it pee-ing everywhere in my house. Unfortunately, religion issues, there's no way that is going to happen. I have been doing nothing much. Oh, it's our fourth month. It's been so long but only four months, pffffft. Like I said, we've been through a lot of each other's bullshits. I love you, juffy. And about my sickness, it's actually still going on, my nose is actually flooding inside, and it seem to irritate my whole family. I need to revive this blog with some songs. Whooop whooop! For now, thats it. Will be more next time. Bye readers. :*