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worst

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Hi, I will be on a hiatus. For now or maybe forever and ever and ever and ever. Till somebody can actually bring my mood back. My life situation ain't getting better. Thanks for the support both in tagboard, texts and on person. I guess I am just like any another shallow person who cares about no one else but myself. I just don't understand people. I can't understand what they really want from me. Fickle minded humans. Nice to me for days after that just fuck me off like that. I am actually referring to like a lot of people. All of them dosen't know each other. Am I just fucking not good enough?

useless

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Hi readers. School is starting. Fucking sick. I seemed to be in my downfall mood again. I tried talking to Hafiz and Sheena about my situation and all. All they do is laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh. So much of telling me to go to them if I ever have a problem huh. Okay, I have to admit I hate myself sometimes because I joke too much and when it comes to me feeling down, people just think I am just joking or just trying to fool you people. Plus, Sheena, you know I am not those kind that share problems with people a lot, but when I told you mine, why can't you take it a little serious? Ha, I am so not in the mood. Bye.

random

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(this picture is so old, i swear) Hi folks. I do not know why am I blogging either cause I feel like it. I'm trying to chill down from some news my sister told me. I went out with Solomon yesterday, got so carried away I totally forgot about my friends. Okay, sorry, Thursday I promise I will be there to chill out with you all. And, I think that feeling is on me again. I do not know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. I feel as if it's been some time since I have one or the feel of having one. Haha, and I am smiling to myself while typing this. Fool. Alright bye. :)

Good Memories

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I was browsing my old documents and came across all these photos. They definitely laugh when I think about the past, all the jokes. It's either I am too bored, or I am just missing my friends and school too much. Just like really old photos. This year actually! :O 1) Tyson's twin brothers, freaking adorable, still, to me. 2) When bangs was like the new black. 1) Hi Lesbian partner, Liling. I miss you. 2) I got kicked out class for laughing too much because of these three fuckers. 1) I miss being around those two. 2) I miss vandalising our tables with japanese girls. I miss camwhoring with tyson. 1) I miss Siti's curry puffs. :) 2) I miss hearing Nora's whining about her love life. 1) I miss always looking retarded in school. 2) I miss my juniors. 1) I miss trying to attempt to advertise for fried mars balls. I miss making a fool out of myself in public. I miss sitting in the fitting room for hours just talking about life and changing. I miss that shishia place's che

lazy

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Ok Hai. I am half asleep while I am typing this. Anyways, it's the june holidays. I am trying the best to enjoy it. Any plans to make my holidays an enjoyable one besides spending cash? I am saving for some stuffs.

fickle

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Hi cyberworld. I've been wondering if I should dye my hair. I'm pretty sick of my petite colored hair. I want something like pretty different. Anyways, Ikea with Peixin. We spent there for like hours, ended up getting less than 2 buck items. Dinner at Ikea was power, curry chicken, slurps. Taxi back to BoonKeng, extra power cause we both so centre minded, we went to hail for an 8 seat taxi. So resulting us having the taxi to our own. And, the usuals and me took a bus ride home. I got the bus driver angry cause I clicked the bus bell over 50 times. Because the bell sounded really cute. So I started making rhythms with it. Yes, I've made somebody angry over a cute bus bell. Oh, I just did a little reflection of myself while I was munching on Ikea's biscuits. I guess I used to be so secretive and double face. That's past. I think I way too kind now, and way too nice to people already till people start stepping over me. Oh, how life could be so irony at times. Somebody

Hi I am back!

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Hey Readers! I know I've been absent from the cyberworld for way too long. I'd missed so many people like Peixin, Eugena, Brendan, KokWai, Raj ... so on. My mom sort of pestered me to bring some friends to the chalet. I declined cause it was way too far for them and I am just plain lazy. So I spent my bungalow stay days with my cousins. Many pictures were taken cause I was sort of wanted a mass picture update. Right, so it is pretty much of it. I watched the sunset by the beach after like many years. I met my long lost cousins after like many years. I watched the movie Mirrors, not making me look at mirrors again. I got my nails all re-colored. I ate a lot, worst than a glutton. Anyways, I think my fat cousin boy, Jamal, looks more and more like Patrick from spongebob squarepants. Fucking adorable. 1) That's my smelly pillow and me. 2) My fat cousin! :) Flower power! :) 1) My sis and her friends. 2) My sis and me and her friend. My cousins and me camwhored in the car. :) Do