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We're one year!  I know it may not be biggie to some but Damian and me has pulled through 1 year together with minimal fights (mostly was because of misunderstanding), but end of the day still love each other super much like how we did on day 1, which was 18th june 2011. IMO, I do not believe in breaking up and patching back up, cause to me  the feeling would be different towards your partner. How do I put it, judging from past experiences I guess? It's not the same when you get back together, I did told Damian about this matter before, I like how he would ensure me fully that he wouldn't cheat on me or  go back his words or break up with me for small reasons or no reason. How charming.  Okay, downfall is he's in his army now, can't wait for his release,  treat him something nice to eat!  Onomnomnomnom! Can't wait! :)

Dear Damian Quah, you've never knew you how much you've changed me,  to the positive of course, to be honest, I was a total different person before, I swear I lost hope after being dumped by my previous one, cause it affected me  tremendously, and really thought being in a new relationship is a no go for me. Being with a Chinese boyfriend is like one of those dreams I had which I thought  I could never get or even start dating any. The first time you told me you didn't do any dating before, I laughed,  cause it's silly, you do have a few ex-girlfriends, but no datings.  Then, you unveil to me a little of your past, at that instant, I do feel like I was somewhat special to you already. And then, a day after, you asked me if I am free on Tuesday. I replied back sarcastically, "Yes why... are you asking me out for a date?" And you were like "Why, can't i? At that moment, I was honestly so happy, totally on cloud 9. But did had some doubts cause it...

it feels like you are avoiding me. if you think its time for me to let go. please do tell me, i promise to give you all the space you want. just tell me how you want things to be now. :'( Please.