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I've been really hooked to fringes and beads. You know the bohemian concept. So into, I went to buy for myself a pair of fringe moccasin. fyml. Calvin Harris is coming to Singapore again in February. It's been like 5 times already? He must have love Singapore a lot. pl0x. Sorry for recent wordy post. :( I've no pictures. And my heart crushed whenever I see my multiply's album. Sigh.

School sucked today. It has always did, but today was pretty different. Though really shagged, I got to see that some classmates of mine, are into this electric guitar trend, they brought to school the whole set, from acoustic guitar to electric guitar with their avenged sevenfold's like tuned. Was crazy, but well, amazed. And Kok got himself a fred perry shirt, and it's deep purple. Awe sum. I am currently saving for my phone's cover. I smell fringe and leather for it. :) I hope the unker gives me a discount. I would pretty much be the happiest girl on earth for a moment.

Now, I really hope satan's after you. If he dosen't want to, he must.

So recently I've really been away from the computer. My bad. Just when I thought of giving up my O'level art, I went to a shop with SueAnn ytd, and we spend two hours totally and were really amazed with that guy's work. and I am buying a cover fr my phone there, with fringes and beads. awesome shiattt. Not only that, I got inspired straight for my art. I am fucking happy. SueAnn and me also tried TGIF! restaurant, known as "Thank God It's Friday!". fucking awesome restaurant, will definitely dine there again, and staffs there are over friendly. geez, I am craving for their steakkkkkkkkkkk. my mom agrees in buying for me a pair of CheapMonday jeans, my dad too. So means, two jeans, Double awesome~ I still want an April77 one. :) Honestly, I've to thank Ahtan for talking to me out, trying his best to cheer me up, make me smile, try to make my mind busy to forget about my recent misery, help me get over it. Thanks, bro, and thanks for sharing your side of mis...

I can't concentrate at all in school today. I can't motherfucking think straight. My mind's filled with memories. I can't forgive myself. The feeling's as though I just gave away 7/8 of my heart off. I have to thank all those who tried cheering me up and those who offered a listening ear. But well, yeah, I bet nobody really know how I feel. Argued with dad, I almost wanted to hit him, I swear. Told my mom about how much I want to migrate elsewhere. And I hope I do get my wish fulfilled. No point anymore. I don't feel like myself anymore. 我不相信这件事已经发生. No, Boys are fucking dumb most of the time.. Geez. And I've start a habit which most of my friends will hate me for it. :)

I feel like dancing in a club again. A huge hint to Sue Ann

Paul Smith 2010. I've always love how neat his cutting ends and shapes for men clothes is. Makes me feel like being a man to wear his clothes. They even had Jethro as their model. Double awesome for that. God bless his future works.

presenting a douche bag.

Had a hell of a time at Wavehouse last night. Thanks girls. (Sue Ann, Wiji and Hannah) I can't believe Hannah's into dubstep all of the sudden. Haha. Met new white girl friends, dance on the stage with girls, grind on one another, shiok our ownselves, was major crazy. I was high, really high, the girls should know. And I wasn't on alcohol or drugs or whatever. Pshhhh. Sheesh, if only my boyfriend was there. More photos next time. :)

Mom and dad: Okay, we'll be going to Indonesia on 17 Feb. Me: What now? Dad: Your cousin's getting married. Of course I am not going. It's more to the rural side of Indonesia, I went there once, I can't sleep there for fuck sake, the sound of screamings at midnight, what I saw that night. No way I am going there, again. And it's not even Jakarta, if not I can meet some online friends like Alizka or Sisca, right? My dad still can joke to me there's "TOPSHOP". Pfft.

So hello, Sue Ann and me, out of the blue, on Thursday, while we were having PE, we suddenly thought of singing our lungs out. So, first thing that came to my mind was Russian Roulette by Rihanna, got us driving insane throughout the whole day, we kept singing repeatedly. Geez. I accompanied her after school, in search of her beach-wear dress. She introduced to me this swimsuit which now, I really dying for but it's like $2XX. Gosh, where am I going to dig for that amount of money? I guess I have to rely on online stores or something. :( But, Sue Ann, the gold plaiting and deep purple.... oh man. Right, cam-whored, acted like noisy bimbotic bitches in town. We were really loud and laughing so much and making noise everywhere. And we acted like blonde models everywhere. Geez. Haha, thanks Sue Ann, was surely a crazy Thursday for me. See you on Saturday, wooop woop! 1) I need sleep, I know, shhhhh. 2) At a glance, I think Sue Ann's really minds me of Rihanna. I guess it's the...

Okay, I guess you're right. Cause recently people have been tagging me about wolfberry.onsugar. I wouldn't say COPY, it's immature. She's looks different from me, and her name isn't the same as mine, she's the same age as me, she's blogs differently from mine, just the URL, well, it's up to her, who am I to like stop her, right? Pshhhh. :( But, my wolfberry's name have been taken. Oh, how much I love wolves, and my wish in keeping one in future. And tags, yeah thanks for supportive tags, you know I really love you readers, cause you guys always care and share. Makes me feel so much better. To stalker, I don't know you, pshhhh, and I don't communicate in malay. To Irna, call memetalmouth uh, iron maiden also cannot beat me. \m/

(1- fat toes)(2- How you like my glow in the dark skully undies?) Oh, how much I hate my life now, I wish I could really have something hit really hard on me, hopefully an accident, I would rather be in the hospital and then see who actually cares. Right, school was fast today, I don't know why, There was a school trip to SDC, it's a annual thing. I find my class pretty bond up already. It's a good thing, definitely. I have fun, thanks guys. I needed you some shoulders to lean on especially today. So done, went home, was pissed with my fringe, I chopped it off, and geez, I don't like how it look like nice. And.... I bought a new ring, a new hobo bag (fucking random shit but yeah), an over-sized tee-shirt, and vest. I love the vest most, it has studs, and it's affordable. No, all was affordable, I am happy with my purchases. Now, I need a day to wear them out all. Pfft. Anyone want to go out with me? No? okay la, fine... $5000.

Still in deep blue.

Hello world. I would like to share you about my school life. I am still in Bendemeer Secondary. No, I don't like this school, personal review. I don't like a particular girl, well, I know friends from secondary 2 to secondary 4 would know who. You just turn my eyes instant red, I don't know. Right, so class is a bore. Besides the fact that I am with tap tap revenge 3 online, English is boring, damn boring, I hope it was Mr Jay teaching. It would be like a bitchy healthy lesson every English lesson. :( How I wish. I will never forget "breasts" fight in school, where kelly, yifeng, melissa and whoever's around. The key point of this "game", is grab the whole of a girl's boobs, and then run away with it, it was dangerous to walk or stand with our chest out, these girls including me will just creep from the back, and grab yours. Haha, good old times. The rest are pictures with captions. I know I look like a dirk in school. I still don't get it, w...

Many have been asking me about who mixed my blog song, Kings Of Leon - Use Somebody. Definitely not David Guetta, gosh, I dread his mixes. I shall share with you guys. It's a remix from Andre Anjos, doubt you've heard of, cause he's not official, duh. Download from me! :) It's virus-free, and free. Kings Of Leon - Use Somebody (Andre Anjos remix)

Thanks for the support and comments there, readers. I have a nasty plan for her to suffer and I bet Allah will be laughing at her back also.

I feel awful today. O'level art result drained my whole mood throughout the whole day. I am crying really badly inside. I thought baby could cheer me up, but I don't know, he seemed really worked up and even more after every reply I get. I guessed I shouldn't have texted him in the first place. You know, baby, I've always missed the old times when we were together, it is like nothing can go wrong, you hug me, your fingers between mine, our curious minds, your endless sayings on how much I am to you, on how much I am different, on how much I am special to you and so much more. Things really changed, huh? You know, I always have these memories in my head before I sleep, hoping that one day it will happen all again. Now, it's so hard to even believe so. I know you may think I am attention seeking, again, but seriously, I've no idea how to convey and tell you personally. I am not a straight-forward person either, I do not wish to hurt anybody directly or indirectly...

Hello world. I caught up with Kok Osawa,Raj and Tan Ian just now. :) Talked about their life in ite, glad to see them enjoying their courses, and it's so funny cause they are already thinking of owning bikes when they are like 17 only. Pfft. I remembered I joked to them this, "Eh, I feel like quitting sheesha already, my lungs isn't feel so good these days, but I think I want to start smoking cigs." Then awkward silence... then, all of them together "YOU WANT ALL OF US TO PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE OR NOT?" A major -.- to that. School was boring today, I can't remember no shit except Temasek poly open house, was so packed then I don't remember a thing the guide told us, Lol, waste my time. K bai.

I am 70% sure who the fuck are you. P is so far away from your name la, pussy. Please read, I waste a post just for you. Hahaha, nice comments about me "criticizing" malays about my status on my board, must have a great impact on you, my fellow bendemeerian. Still, I don't feel offended at all. Cause I don't act to be a Chinese, my parents have always wanted me to study chinese, of course, I get influenced by Chinese. I still believe in Allah, I still believe in the muslim bible. I have malay friends, a malay boyfriend, a malay family. Yeah, I have muslim blood, javanese blood, some chinese blood and even some indian blood. So, I can't be criticizing any race either, cause I am also criticizing myself right, dumb shit. And about the chinese food intake, their chicken chop is A MUST TRYYYYY!!!!! I am not lying, since Secondary 2, it has been my favourite. The black pepper gravy... Woooo! And it's chicken, you dumb shit. It beats the malay stall's chicken ri...

Give me a hug, don't fuck around . Hahahah, fighting over a dimple. Lucky my boyfriend's have 2 dimples while I have one dimple, same as kid cudi. :) I love this guy and his songs.

Hello readers. I personally think flea titan 4 is a big mess, no offence, it's boring, maybe cause everyone sells the same thing. I used specs today, cause I do not want to be recognized. Lol. Was with peixin, bumped into eugena. Popeyes, talk cock, gossips, camwhore, starbucks. Pictures are here. I still think no one can recognize me in specs, well till now since you all have seen it. -.- pfft. Seriously Eugena, this is not funny. This is fucking scary. Chanel wannabe ring. Pfft. Peixin's purchase. :) "You know to make the light light one?" Haha! step fuckyeahskinnybitch only.

Anyways, how yo' like the new shopdyemonds's layout? :) I am currently finding fleas to open the next booth, suppliers and manufacturers too. Stay tight, xx.

Hello. I did not have a happy new year at all, my right eye was pissing me off all the time and I got really aggressive. Fought with my boyfriend, my phone's being a bitch suddenly. Thank god for family to be there, when I need them, they was about to start eating, but canceled their order just to fetch me home. I sound really spoilt, but i love all of them. And my dad bought a new sound system for home, kitchen actually. I thought it was crap till I plugged my ipod on, oh my god, The bass is awesome, it's crystal clear, and it's so loud, I can even hear it when I am in the toilet. Shitttttt, ade orang nak club kat rumah aku? Anyone wants to club in my house? LMAO. And anyways, congratulations to those who went for the Bloody Beetroot's event thing, which is tonight. I hope you guys enjoy them, I mean afterall, they're awesome, even tho' warp is fucking stupid after playing that song on repeat. Yeah, cheers! Hello 2010! Tomorrow's is me and jufri's 5th m...