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I love you mum even though you keep telling me you always want me dead. today wasn't quite a happy day cause I had a sudden mood change and I was having 18374161236164312 negative thoughts that I cried in the bus while listening to "The Album Leaf - Always For You", then stuffs starts flashing in my mind. Mom called, cried on the phone, my mom thinks she was in the fault, she kept saying sorry. She was like "Eh you in public uh? Don't cry lei. paiseh you know. come to the station, i wait for you, we go makan together" She waited for me, wooooooo, had dinner with her. Now, I need somebody to talk to. I still feel to irritated.

Lost my voice thanks for the hardcore laughing yesterday. To me, baybeats sucks this year. Noise is all I hear. Met Kok and Bren for lunch and billard then off to meet Juf. Then together with juf go baybeats at esplanade, bought dinner, shaker fries, esplanade, met jufri friends whom are my online friends, laugh laugh laugh laugh, anyhow enter the pit, take pictures, laugh somemore, call sis, head home with juf. Short form: HOME > MAC @ BOONKENG > BUGIS JUNCTION > BILLARD/POOL > OUTRAM > CITYHALL > MARINA SQUARE > ESPLANADE > CAR > HOME. Fucking awesome yesterday but baybeats stinks this year. Facebook's a pussy for me, I can't upload the pix in. Anyways, I uploaded the pictures into my multiply. GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!! GO COLLECT!!

School was bad today, was half asleep during all lessons. Prelim art yesterday was worst, wtf, I didn't bring any materials with me. I didn't even have a pencil. So,slept and drooled all the way yesterday thinking of food for 3 hours at the hall. Best part, I was sitting beside the fan. I had chinese tuition yesterday, tutor's son is forever giving me food tidbits to eat and he's only primary 2 and he has facebook and active in there. wtf. When I was primary 2, I didn't even know what's internet. Tsk, kids these days. And I have major blisters on my feet now, all over. All thanks to the oxford shoe from fucking topshop. I guess god is punishing me cause the shoe insoles are all made from pig skin. Sorry but it's damn comfortable to wear it but I don't know how I end up getting blisters. Alright, I think my bed pillows and blanket are calling me now to lepak with them (sleep obviously). I think I am going to skip baybeat this year, stay home and sleep sle...

I do not know why but I feel really pissed. It maybe over for nothing or I am being overly superstitious. Seriously, if I had a nigger's dick, I would have deep throat the motha-fucking outta her. Not only her but maybe other hers. Like another 3 or more? Why with all relationship I have, there's always some girl try to get into picture? Fuck my luck. Trained home from outram, was in no mood cause my vision blurred, there's this old caucasian woman sat beside me in the bus, and we talked about how smelly the indian construction men were all the way till those mens dropped off at little india. She was nice to me, that before she go, she gave me a hug. Stranger hug, awesome. Ahhhhhh, anyways, this weekend's baybeats. I've been thinking of I am going or not, maybe I am on the friday. So please be there too on friday, and now I am wondering who to go with. Bye, not so in the mood.

(via tumblr) School stinks today, but however, my recess food was awesome. My O level art is almost done, oh my fucking god, the due date is like this friday. and I haven't even start on my prelim's art which is like .... on wednesday? What the fuck, I didn't even start writing my name on the papers. My art teachers are so "on time", I swear. Social studies class test, was peanuts for nuts. Met baby after school, he came over my crib, then off to vivo, i don't know how it happened, but we had bens and jerry for our dinner. Was really awesome meeting him that it makes me fucking miss him now. :8( sucks to be me. Oui! Alright, most comments on my cbox are about how much you love my blog and stuffs. Well, glad that you love reading my blog though. More like my own personal life. So... I hope you guys continue to read? Hahahahha, and go spread the word. what the fuck am I blabbering about? And I better cut down on how much fucks' I used, if not I will be quest...

I am officially sick. Vomitted in the morning. My head's spinning. Moodless. Shagged. Drenched. Good thing, I am not fasting, yet. Parents got me a new number at last,ask me in facebook or smth for those who wants my number. I am refering to my close friends. Sigh, shall go have a rest now. and and and .... I think I have this fetish for people with those stretched earholes. It is like really fucking hot to me, be it girls or guys or gays or whatever. You can't stop admiring it, and you just feel like putting your fingers through them. But without the plug in the ear, it's damn gross. (via stretchedears & suicidegirls)

I am done with you pissing me off. I guess I will be going low profile then. I am no one special, you cunts. period.

Yesterday was awesome with the usuals, class kidz. It have been some time since I went out with them. Raj and faye wasn't there, disappeared half way. Oh well. We watched "Where got ghost?" local movie, really thought it would plain dumb and stupid. Honestly, I think it's the most hilarious movie I've ever seen. I laughed really hard till I cried. Chinese movie isn't that bad,afterall. After that, trained back home with deon, and gossiped about skinny girls, foreigners all. Ahhh, anyways, if you noticed, I've changed my blogskin. Nothing new, it's the same blogskin I used earlier this year. I got sick of the previous one cause it makes me giddy. This looks more pleasing cause it's purple. wooooooo. I remembered I was so really into designing and stuffs. And there are 9 songs in my playist. wooo wooo woo.

I just hate today. Problems in school. Had another detention. Boyfriend's mad at me. Sister's mad at me. Parents's mad at me. I am so sorry. :( No,really sorry.

Hello readers, I don't know if its only me but blogger's appearing all in codes and not pictures. Well, mine does. Same goes to my facebook. Firefox must have hated me so much, I am so sorry firefox for whatever I have done to you that made me you feel so angry, maybe I should try to use your brother's browser called "waterfox". Okay, fuck myself, for being so lame. I've made a wishlist under my profile unit in case you don't notice. I posted up for the fun not to show off, cause its want list. It keeps me aware of my money and keeps me how to manage money. :) Oh in any case, any of you tried to contact me. My phone's down, I am un-contactable at all. For once, I feel like a bangla who have just arrived on Singapore to do construction work. Help uh. :( School sucks today, was caught eating fucking strawberry polky in physics class and the teacher wanted to confiscate it and say "I will never return you back" that means he wanted to eat it up ...

I still love this picture cause it so represents you uh, slutty willy. Feels like 1204552832775324 months not meeting you. Though you live like a few kilometers away from me. We didn't even meet. It is also hard to believe you're in lasalle cause you're one lepakcore mother fucker. All you do is lepak lepak lepak then now you end up in lasalle. I've got a lot of things to gossip with you also. A LOT I SWEAR!!!!!!! Hahaha, you're like the longest best online friend everzxzxzxz! get me thru facebook. :( my facebook also in a bad state. sucks, blogger too. Now, I really feel like a bangla with no phone, no good internet, no life. just beer food beer food work beer food work. What the fuck am i talking.

Sometimes, I wonder how serious is your serious. Afterall, I am a down right sensitive girl. I am almost drained out. Period. Wonder why life has to be so fucked up for me. SAVE ME.

Sorry for not updating. I've be working on a new skin. I wanted black instead of white like previous. My eyes will always like strain whenever I see the previous skin. Anyways, I hope my background scare you to death. Ha ha, I will change that soon. New songs also. WOOOO. Proper update tomorrow, cunts.

I feel weaker every second. My head's feeling so giddy. My body's feeling so heat-like. I think I am sick. :( I think, I need to go for a cold swim. Wild Wild Wet or swimming pool, anybody? Hahahaha!

By Jeffrey Campbell. Definitely way cooler than Dr.Martens. I would really want this in my feet. :) Dosen't it remind you of the band, The Horrors? So in love with this.

National Day celebration today in school. Was late for school, dumb prefects let the late-comers to stand outside like idiots for like 30 minutes. I had no choice but questioned the two prefects, the fat prefect boy still can reply me "Eh, I don't know lei" I could have seriously punched him through his rubber cheeks. Then I kept whining "What the fuck sia, national day also must run, so much for celebrating singapore's day, thanks uh, the school's screwed like totally uh! cheebai la, lanjiao la!" on and on and on. Then proceed to hall, prize giving shit, my friends and me shouted prize-winner's father's name all cause we were so bored, then watched a movie at d&t classroom. Thats the end, stupid day at school, might as well stay home.

Wassup-be readers. Today, I had school, I thought there weren't school. I was 3 seconds close to being late for school, I can't believe I ran across the large carpark to get to the school gate. Later, I had punishment for not bringing attire and all. The punishment was pretty okay. I do not know, running around like crazy is pretty cool. Yea, like what the fuck am I trying to say. I studied a little after school, good work. I've been thinking about it. So, I thought I should ask you readers. What's the best way to earn cash without doing nothing much. I set a pole in a local forum, with replies like "open a blog shop, sell your stuffs" "get a relak relak job" and "just sell your stuffs in a flea" Suggestion please! :( My money's rushing out of my wallet fast. It's not longer fat, more like thin and slim which is not good. :( Mom's gonna kill me if she finds out my bank balance is left with a digit left.

I had a little fight with mom just now. Alright, mostly it's my fault. I was being my fucking lazy self. I just hate today cause it's so draggy and dead. I wasn't even allowed to meet Brendan and friends which made me even more shitty cause I've totally missed talking bull shit with them. I feel like a nutcase, how I wish there wasn't any major exam this year. Boooooooooo. I felt angry, and I went online shopping, ha ha ha, got a new skirt for myself. I hope spree clothes comes soon, I hate waiting, really. I miss my classmates that sit around me, speaking of school. I look like #$%@#$@ in the class photo. Well,okay, my face is in the small box thingy again, every year, and all the years I've looked so stupid. I had one picture of me air-fucking Tyson but it was deleted away. Dumb school, forever disabling the word of "fun". Sigh. A load of pictures tomorrow perhaps.