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check out sue ann's blog. mainly cause of edited the whole skin for her. :>

I think I believe on people way too easily that I never had a thought that they would take advantage of me in the end by leaving me alone feeling despair and useless. Over and over and over and over again. I wonder if they know how if feels being ditched, bitch.

Hannah + Sue Ann + My messy room + Hyper + Play dress up + Dance madly + Wild + Crazy. More over at Facebook . And a few pictures and some captions. :) Hannah so cute. Saaaarp! Dj Inquisitive! Pshhh fshhh tshhhhh. Mr Skullhead, he watches me to sleep. :) HA HA HA. Wooop Woooop!

This song exactly explains how I feel now.

Yeap. I am more of not in the mood actually. I've been a lot of shit from the middle of January, till now, worse was yesterday, worsen even more today. I feel really pressurized in both education and social. I'd lack a lot of confidence lately, really. I like being with classmates, and even good friends outside, who you know, be there always for me, trying to cheer me up, even so, with sarcasm and criticism and their mean words. I mean some saw my puffy eyes and all, lately. Her meanness and grouchiness in her words somehow made me wake up, and hit back to reality. Like just make sense suddenly when she says about this, I could see she really wants to help, yeah thanks again. "Practically could suck a pole... dry." inside joke inside joke. And since beginning of school, I'd noticed I've been singing out a loud with SueAnn, just crazy, we'll go on and on and on and on, and look for lyrics and sing and sing... You know what, fuck you, I am dragging you to ka...

With Hannah Lim Su Ting, and our sudden instinct of pedophile. Sorry but the baby boy is far too cute. She has malay blood too uh, we're like the two outcast in chinese class. Well, we have a lot of similarities, somehow. Luv you. :) Hi this is Jona, I've no idea what's his culture or whatever, but he's sure a QT pie, huh. So cute so cute so cute! I couldn't stop hugging him, I don't know. Hi, I am a pedophile in disguise. :I Nice, he's so small yet he's holding a Blackberry Bold. You deserve a pinch on the nose. Oh geez, I like quiet babies like these.

"Question Your Life" Thanks boys for being there, I know you guys knew I am down. You guys are always there, like close brothers, I know our skin our differ but your sarcasm and critics somehow made me a stronger person. I am really glad to meet you all. KokWai, Brendan, Ian, Raj, Raymond and so on. This post supposed to be posted pretty long ago. And, thanks again to Bren, Kok and Ian for coming by my place to chill out, and burn things which made me laugh hysterically even though it's so mean. Now these boys got Allah's number. (inside joke) I know you guys are proud of me that I am attending such classes. 1) Ahbeng's walkman. 2) Ian's hairy hands. Onomnomnomomomomnom! Kok Monday. :) Raj also known as Ke-ling kia. B) 1) No fringe siol. 2) Nice block nose. 1) Dog face. 2) Praying to Allah, huh. Crystal Castles :> Kok flew. Human protractor, 90 degrees to be exact. :> Then, we got really drunk and giddy. Fire!

I had a crazy day yesterday. I shisha till I got sick of it. I got damn dizzy. I did jumpshots and turn-rounds non-stop. I rolled over the floor cause I was dizzy. I missed two fucking bus in a row! I head home, shot my parents with my hand pistol. I slept straight away. I woke up, noticed I overflowed. And with a fucking pain in mt stomach Great. And I love electro house music suddenly. Like, makes me feel like dancing. I can't wait for my O's to be over. I will drag Sue Ann since it's her legal age birthday soon. Voila! And then we'll be like "A diva is a female version of a hustla~" all over. And I am joining a hobby, which Hannah will love me if I do. Okay, partly my mom wants me in it. and I want an activity to do after O's.

I really can't. My mind keeps flashing back over and over again. I honestly think I need help. Not asking for attention, just need a hand.

Yes, it's Ryemie, he's my ex-boyfriend. He apologized to me, and he felt really sorry for me and my loss. He asked me out, I don't see why I should declined, thus, I am lacking of accompany and since my life isn't feeling the same. My shoes nicer. His shoes cuts. DIY BLAZER - thrifted , Cheap Monday shirt - DS , Acid-washed shorts - CottonOn , Stockings - shop near my house , Oxford shoes - Topshop , Drawstring leather bag - Topshop . Pshhhh, step gerek only. lol. Ghosts of me. :) Ghoshhhhhhht. "Eh eh let's do the bad romance dance part where lady gaga do the retarded thing... like this....." *Some girl popped out* Snap! Ra-ra-ra-ahahah! Rah ma hahahahahhahaha! I don't know how he could do the whole thing without laughing. :/ Was hard for me. Thanks uh, tak layan. And I walked home after that, and I saw this Chinese dude wearing a bold thick on his shirt, and he walked with his chest out. And I giggled to myself when I read whatever on his shirt, I bet...