“ The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you. ” — Kahlil Gibran Then again, I wonder if he still loves me like he used to. Cause currently, there isn't any obvious signs nor anything. Maybe god hates me, maybe I don't worth anybody. I am not being desperate, its just really really really not easy to lose somebody you love and treasure for so many god damn months. I am not that sort which just be fine with it and carry on the next minute. I can't go on so easily, whenever I try to move on, I wake up on my bed, remembering he was here beside me, snuggling and hugging. whenever I go look at my phone, keep checking continuously hoping he would text. whenever I go places, reminds me of you and me fooling around at those places. whenever I go around, I wish I had my fingers in between his. Why must I encounter in this situation where I am at. Is this a punishment or is this what supposed to be some sort of gift? How will you answer.