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Oh, thanks popitoez for the topshop top on top. (okay it rhymes) I am still amazed about the pricing, and the girl who met me up for this was nice. And, I love it a lot, going to wear it out soon. Real soon. And, I am not sure if they read this space, but yeah. I was out with Peixin today. :) I don't know why, but I talked a lot of stupid jokes with her, and she will start laughing and laughing so hard that she would cry, worries me, cause everyone would think I bullied her or something. We did a lot of walking. Then i went off to toa payoh to get my new specs, now I look so... not me, but I love it, makes me look more fierce. Ok, whatever. A proper update tomorrow. This would be my last entry for 2009, like who the fuck cares. Fakekill still goes on right.

Right, so, this week would be my last week before school starts. Haha, this holiday really fly pass really fast. School means "Back to the rules". Well, of course, throughout 4 years in Bendemeer, I've always broken 30583427237 rules. And, I am regular at the detention room. Then sarcastic teachers will be like "Eh you here again uh?" My mind would be like "Never see malay girl at the detention room before uh?" So it means, I am not going to dye back my hair, my skirt will be its own length, I won't lengthen it anymore, for fucksake, it's already been cut, I CANNOT UNDO IT FOREVER. I will be using my frog socks which I just bought for the whole fucking year. Really, I am aiming for a zero detention record for 2010. Ok, it's going to be really hard. No, the hard part would be waking up and be in school on time, I can never do it, I hate running in the morning when you firstly smell so fresh, and found out that you're late, you have run l...

Okay, I think I have weight issues. I personally do not like my current weight. I am 43kg currently. So, I am cutting off my daily intake by a lot. I even wrote a reminder on my lappy and also in the notes in my phone. And I think I should totally start running, I mean, I've been a potato couch throughout this holiday. I am currently aiming for 35-38kg. :D I am not trying to be some sick anorexic girl here. I just want my weight to be what I want, I can't stand my fucking thighs. And! I want a tummy like Fergie's. I am starving. (edit) Okay, maybe I wanted to lose so much weight, it's cause my boyfriend's forever calling me fat. -.- Pfft.

Hi world. I guess I need to try keeping myself away from going out, I don't know, it's like my self-esteem goes down whenever I go out. I just keep my negative thoughts thinking. It's like I am always crying inside. I really miss going out with Kokwai, Ian, Raj, Bren all the rest. I know all of them are fucking pissed with me. I guess I am already out of the group, due to my fucked up last minutes reasons. I am gravely sorry, well, afterall, you guys are the ones who were with me throughout 2009, like my pillars of strength. We joked, we laughed, we talk fucking a lot of cock, we fooled around, we get into trouble together, we gossip like forever. Honestly, you guys are my pillars of strength throughout 2009. All I could say, I am sorry. I don't wish to be the black bird in all of your eyes due to my mistake. I hope you guys are happy with all of your lives now. And it would be glad if you all were to read this. Because of this, I became even more sensitive today, argue...

oh anyways, if you guys are like dying out of boredom. Do read this, if you have a Facebook account, just sharing some site I read everyday to make me laugh till my stomach and lungs hurt. http://lamebook.com Have you heard of? it's dead hilarious to me. It's not some virus site, I do not have the time to send virus to everyone anyways. Pfft. -.-

Hello readers. I think my blog is getting boring. Pfft. You see, I am actually a quiet person, I like to keep things to myself, and I like birds, flowers and I like talking to myself at times. (I am trying to follow somebody, inside joke) H a p p y X - M A S to all anyways, I have to caps it cause "MAS" is the first three letters in my name, you know, like my second birthday thing. So it's like every Christian and Christian wannabes are celebrating for me at town or wherever now. Hehe, luv you all. I don't mean to sound mean, but I just can't stand Christian wannabes, like... your race do not celebrate christmas but you act as if you do. And then got white people around, their voice start to change into those UK accent, to get their attention, wtf wtf, stick your singlish, please. And Get your race right, bro! *Jay-Z accent* Right.... I went out today with baby today, woke up later than expected, Went to town to get his thick hair cut off and off to Cityhall to ...

Hi all, Sorry for long update. You see, that's a problem when you have a new electronic device, you just tend to stick to it, like last time, when we had the Nitendo Gameboy, when I bought I was totally hooked in it, I skip all my three meals just to complete my Pokemon Gold and Silver. Now, this phone I just got, fucking got me damn hooked, even though you're weren't in my hands for a day, lol, I love Tap studio, I don't know, I can make my own Tap tap song. The person who made this is some great genius. Alright, random. I didn't did anything productive this week, actually. I had an eye infection, that suck, made me need to wear my specs, which I am always squashing it with my body weigh, so ... you can imagine. And speaking of specs, mom bought me a new specs, for 2010. Cause I am always very lazy to put out my contact lens and I tend to sleep with them. Thus, the fact that my eyes are bigger than most. lolmao to you if I burst your bubble. I changed a little in m...